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The video made me want to end my life even more because the narrator just said it like everything is just perfect and the comments arent helping me at all, most of the comments that are about failing to commit suicide say that they changed their minds because they tought of someone that they loved could see their lifeless body. I dont see anyone caring about me or if they do care(which doesnt happen usually) about me i dont really like them. Im nothing but a waste in this beatiful world and the world wont change one bit if i stay or go

That is heavy and brilliant.

I luv this channel

this is beautiful!!!!

My boyfriend killed himself about six years ago. I just wish I had his strength. He managed to do this, I failed, countless times, I wish I didn't

WHY IS YT RECOMMENDING ME THIS I SAW A COMMENT ABOUT HOW STABBING DOESNT HURT THAT MUCH AND GOT A VIDEO ABOUT WHAT HAPPENS AFTER DEATH AND NOW THAT I SEARCHED THAT VIDEO UP MYSELF THIS IS ON MY RECOMMENDATION WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO SAY RUclips

I'm almost 40

I remind myself of this a lot to remember why I'm still alive.

Thanks!

The first time I attempted to kill myself i was to young even know what suicide was or why I wanted to die and after that I didn't try until I was 12, between the ages of 12 and 13 I have had 5 attempts. I've given up on trying and my parents still haven't done anything.

Stay alive, friends. Stay alive.

It has been 2 weeks since i tried. I am still sad that it didn’t work.

i've been depressed for the last few years and didn't have my family's support (they caused the depression so...). I felt so lonely at home and school every time I breathed, but you know what kept me here? Contemplation. I stayed because I love seeing the leaves fall onto the ground when October comes, I love this little path surrounded by trees, not very far from my "home" which has been my comfort place for a while now, I love seeing my dog sleep under the sun, his blonde fur shining, while I place my head on him to sleep by his side (doesn't hurt him, he's a big golden retriever), I love hearing my friends laugh, cry, talk to me about whatever's on their mind. By trying to find the beauty in all little moments of life, I managed to find a reason to stay, to see more of that beauty everyday. If you're reading this and struggling too, maybe this isn't the answer for you, but try to find the beauty in everything that you experience. After all, how many great artists found inspiration in their own suffering?

You lovely Greek lad, you! I'm 61 and have been muddling my way through a huge loss for over 18 months now. I keep coming back here because the images, combined with Tom O'Bedlam's voice and the background music, are perfect together! I hope we can share a Metaxa together sometime!

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To me Bukowski was embodiment of Nietzsche's as an average man.

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Beautiful.

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Please watch ‘the morning after I killed myself’ I was at my lowest point of my life but this video made me reconsider some things Also there is a HUGE difference between not wanting to live anymore, and not wanting to like like this, we care and love you 💙

This made me rethink my plans. I hope the same goes for others who had them.

Thank you so much for posting this, it really made me realize how precious life is and how it has to be appreciated. It made me cry which hasn't happened in a long while.

I believe that, what tries to deter a prerson is always huge, strong and unstoppable. But what helps a deterred is a small, weak simple thing staying in the place. I like to have a walk at midnight, when things are static, calm and quiet. Then experience the relieve, while looking around and see what I adore. This video, shows that idea well, especially where the little things in life make the narrator to unkill herself.

"And all i loved , i loved alone" Unlocked memories that was kept hidden for a really long time

The musical piece fits perfectly with the quote. Great work👏🏼

We do not weep for murdered people.

Nobody helps fights nobody's battle.. u gotta do it alone i dont about u guys but iam fighting everyday everymoment this alone ...

is it peaceful? leaving everything behind? and feeling calm for once.

I remember being drunk, angry, and upset with myself. I didn't think things would ever get any better, I didn't know how to love myself. I stared at the gun for probably two or three hours while I sat alone in my room. Then I remembered my father downstairs, my sisters, my brother, my mother. I decided that if I couldn't live for myself, I had to live for them. I went downstairs and asked my father to hang on to the gun for me for awhile, I didn't say why. But he knew, he took the gun and I never saw it again. That was four years ago now. My life has improved greatly. I no longer drink, and I have learned to remind myself regularly about the things that are good about me. I have learned to resist the poisonous little liar in the back of my mind that seeks to torture and destroy me. I have learned to love myself, and show myself the empathy and compassion I try to show others. Life isn't easy, I have lost a lot recently. But I haven't lost my spark and I won't until I'm recalled from this earth by a force greater than my own.

I tried to OD one night and i passed out.. the next day i actually woke up (a failed attempt to OD) Which i thought I wish i didnt.. I couldn’t walk right.. and my vision became blurry.. and my body was hurting.. i kept passing out… and my parents didn’t know why.. i finally told them.. but.. sometimes i think about that night wondering what would everything be like if it actually happened.

Not any religion or someone or something when I fell I fcked up and can't find a way I find myself reading or listening Bukowski. That is his poetry I think.

what's the song in this video?

When I tried to hang myself.. just as I was going out. Scared and crying. I realised my dog was watching me. He looked so confused and scared. He saved me.

The world and the people are polluted. None is an authority it is all a lie trust nobody at the end of the day people are a bunch of animals

I have anxiety and depression. I really have it because of my own mistake. I hope someday I will get over it and I really hope it is soon

that’s crazy but I live in the midwestern suburbs and i have no friends so none of this would actually happen

It's sometimes not about killing yourself it's just life we have! Tired of same repeated everyday feeling burnout no motivation no perspective in life feeling detached from everyone everything feels like a burden... you feel yourself as a burden. so you just want to disappear and disconnect from everything like just disappear and end the repeated cycle. Sometimes it's the cycle that's the problem

In the year 2020 I tried to commit suicide I cut my own wrist, my friend found me. I'm Nigerian and we don't really understand mental health that much. They never ask me why, they just took me to church and have the entire church pray for me. my mom gave me a two hours speech of how life is wonderful. I'm still suicidal but I try to get by everyday and only reason I try is after I saw the look on my family faces, the pain in my mom's eyes So the day after I killed myself I understood my life isn't just my own to live

Months ago I had tried to overdose to kill myself, my younger sister stopped me, not because she knew what I was going to do, she had had a nightmare, she looked for me to help her sleep, when I was at About to take the pills I saw her, I saw that she was afraid, I saw her cry out of fear, I decided to live to make sure that my sister doesn't cry out of fear again, the "my brother is trying to convince himself that I still exist" hit me to the soul by reminding me of what I had tried that night.

Why this voice sounds like Anna de Armas

I'm not brave enough.

I know i want to live. but i just dont really know how. im so overhwelmed with everything and im too weak to get proper help, bc i know that process is going to be exhausting and is going to take a lot of time. i wont ever do it (i hope), but every time im waiting on a train there is this thought of just taking the relieving step foward when the train comes in. and that scares me so fucking much

I wish the mother of my kids got to see this before she decided to leave us.

Wow! This was profound. 😢😊

thank you.

I had this in a playlist for years to send to people when I died of suicide as a sort of unwritten letter because I never did write those. Now, at age 18, I come back and think of it in regards to my past self and how so much has changed since then….

I have wanted to die and to be frank I still do, but I know people who are truly only still alive because of me, and whom I talked out multiple times, at the same time protecting myself from leaving, because I know that if I leave them, they will come with me.

Amazing! I grew up fatherless. Suffered every betrayal known to man. My best friend of 40 years committed suicide on Valentines Day eve just hours after I had talked with him. Four months later on Father's Day my wife of 26 years announced to me she was leaving me for another man. I have thought of suicide many times. I will never give in or give up. I am now 70 years old and alone. My faith in Christ Jesus keeps me alive. I know one day I will meet him and forever be with him. Jesus loves us so much and will forever wipe away my tears 😢.

Hi, my name is Syifa and I’m from Malaysia. I wanted to share my story after watching this video. When I was 10, my bestfriend commited suicide. Her name is Aisha. She was my childhood bestfriend since we were 4. We used to play and run around together, laughs together, almost everything we did was just us. Together. Just the two of us. Everyday I’m grateful to have her as my friend. She’s the only child in her family. Her parents were abusive. She always said to me that she didn’t have anyone else to play with and to tell her stories to. Until one day, she didn’t come to school for two weeks. I thought she was just hospitalized so I just pray that she would get better. As I got in my class, I saw my friends were crying. Our homeroom teacher was wiping his tears. I sat down, trying to understand what is happening. “She’s a really great student. She’s a smart and an independent girl.” My teacher said with a broken voice. I looked at Aisha’s seat. My tears suddenly started streaming down my face. I couldn’t understand a thing. I wanted to ask the teacher what had happened but I felt my words stuck in my throat. I couldn’t say anything. “I can’t believe she killed herself.” One of my friend who sat near me said. I couldn’t believe what I heard. I panicked. I’m scared. I’m screaming inside. ‘No’ is the only word that came out of my mouth. I cried as hard as I can. I screamed as loud as I can. I felt like my world had just collapsed in seconds. I couldn’t believe a thing. I was devastated. I love her. I love her so much. She was my only friend. The whole class stared at me in tears. That was the only moment in my entire life where I don’t care how people wants to stare at me. I was absent for a whole week. Reminder that she was only 10. Just a little girl enjoying her best life, just a little girl trying to understand things around her. I’m 13 now. And still hoping that she would be here with me. The people around you may look happy and cheerful, but we never know what they’re feeling inside. Whether it’s a little child or a grown adult. It may be your friends, family, neighbours. Just a reminder to you who is struggling, remember that sometimes ending your own life isn’t always the best ending. It may be the only way you can escape but remember that the people around you may be the one who would be struggling after your loss. Sometimes you just need a person for you to share your problems to, someone you can trust. I love you. ☺️🤍.

i tried..to go....i tried again and again...but i am...still..........here